14 February 2022

oh yeah it's Valentine's Day

Welp. That "happy belly" phase didn't last very long. I got a few weeks of glorious eating before food didn't sit right again. It coincided with trying a different brand of digestive enzymes and they did NOT do the trick. I switched back, but since then it's been iffy. Back to reality. It's okay. I haven't eaten a salad in a long time and my body was bound to bitch about it.

Speaking of my body revolting, the itchy skin scenario has also flared and as a result of the scratching I look like a crackhead. I plan to beg the dermatologist for anything that will calm the beast. And, since I'll be there, ask about further lasering the spots off my face.

This weekend I trimmed the rose bushes and cleared all the dead plants out of the flower beds. It was a lot of work but now it looks so clean and bare and ready for some more flowers. I always get excited about that. 

Leadership at work has outlined a plan for us to have a better work/life balance and part of that plan involves encouraging us to take all of our PTO this year (we all often lose hours at the end of the year). I've been kind of wanting a girls trip... and also work has been really slow so we could all use a better balance in the other direction. Example: I didn't get out of my pjs today. Hm.

This morning I cut the strawberries into hearts and this evening I cut the carrots in the salad into hearts and FG did not notice either one. Haha. I hate the idea of making a big deal out of Valentine's day in the traditional way, but I love the idea of celebrating love all around. So while I actively reject flowers and chocolates today, I am lucky enough to enjoy them, and other random acts of schmoop, randomly all the time.
I'm pretty used to my cup being filled on a daily basis. Seriously, tell me I'm pretty every day and do things like put air in my tires, and thank me for making dinner every night, and every damn day is Valentine's day. 

09 February 2022

hump day

It was a long day. 
It was a good day, but a long day. Lots of standing, walking, and numbers.

I had a good dinner and now I'm full and so tired that I don't even want to finish my wine.

Working in northern Louisiana, in a hotel that's decent enough but the shower pressure is so low that I skipped it last night in favor of a sink whore bath.

It's really dry here, too. Even with the travel humidifier next to the bed, I've been waking up with dry nostrils and eyes. 

I'm always happy to travel for work, but sometimes the comforts of home can't be beat.

Started my period, my hip is sore, my head hurts, I'm itchy, and all signs point towards going to bed early. I don't want to wake up at 4am, though, so I'm powering through for at least another hour.