23 June 2008

drama... again??

oh my gosh.
drama makes me tired. and headache-y.

it's always so unexpected and intense.

i think i did some good today, though, by explaining my previous circumstances to someone who could benefit.

i need to sit down and do some explaining that i have been wanting to do for a long time but haven't found the right time. well, this situation pertains exactly to it, so i guess it's time to get it all out.

the thing is, i'm not so ashamed anymore. it's not ruining my life; quite the contrary. i've accepted it a long time ago and am stronger because of it. not that i'm glad that the other party is suffering. i just feel pity.

i can't wait to get it all out and never have to think about it again.

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