hope... less?

I was right. Today was a better day.

I have an exam tomorrow that I am super not prepared for. Do I care enough to stay up late studying? We'll see how long the caffeine buzz lasts.

I couldn't concentrate because I still had some lingering thoughts from yesterday, so I called him and we ended up talking for a good hour, not about us or anything, just about random crap. The talk was kind of like a reality check. I feel like my head is clearer now, now that it's not so full of hope. Whoever thought that lack of hope could be a good thing?